long story short

I don't like conflict. I don't laugh at the face of danger. I'm not evil, nor conniving.
I just don't handle bullshit* very well. The theme lately has been "I have no friends" I'm not real" blah blahhzy blah. If you were to ask me WHO are these people saying these things, I'd have to say.. I DON'T KNOW. You know when you think you know someone then all of a sudden your like "W-T-F sayy whattt?" SO THAT'S what you look like with the lights on. YIKES! Yes, this is all very High-School and YES I am well aware this is a waste of my time* (but the kids are sleeping, laundry is folded and put away, all the rooms in the house are clean and I'm already in my P.J's..so I have time for non-sense.) Nothing bothers me more than the "she said-she said" or even better "she txt-she txt". To set the record strait- if I have something to say to you or about you 99.9% of the time I will say it to your face AND NOT in a screaming match when shit has already hit the fan or it is something I would say to your face if you asked. The other 1% I'm probably sleeping or just wayy to busy to even deal and couldn't care-less. It's comical to me.. the people who judge me. I mean honestly before you point your fingers at me let's make sure your hands are clean! Yes, everyone talks about everyone. Some people take it to the next level- and some people are just saying. Some people think anything anyone says is about them.. and some people want anything to be about them so they cause drama out of nothing. Let's call them the magicians. SOME PEOPLE are just some people* and it doesn't even fucking MATTER what they think. I'd like to say 4 out of 5 right now are SOME PEOPLE. I have my FRIENDS, MY BEST FRIENDS and my acquaintances. LET'S NOT get it twisted. My REAL friends know me and know what I'm all about- you know "those who matter don't mind, those who mind don't matter" "MAKE NEW FRIENDS BUT KEEP THE OLD, ONE IS SILVER AND THE OTHER GOLD" type of deal. If you were to ask my friends* about me 9 out of 10 will say the same thing- and I'm positive* it's nothing of what YOU think YOU KNOW. It's fine not to like someone, that's life. The way people treat you is their karma, the way you react is yours*!! If you don't like someone, don't TALK ABOUT THEM. WHY! Do people insist on talking about things they DON'T LIKE?? I don't know about you, but when I'm with my friends we talk about fun and inspiring things. YA YA YA we'll have an occasional laugh of how stupid some people are. BUT not to the point where we try to TURN PEOPLE AGAINST one-another.. ha Chess. I don't "LOVE MY HATERS" I think that's just weird, but I will let them be my motivators..(: I've had so may friends come and go for so many reasons- they moved, we grew apart, just got sick of eachothers shit.. and we've also made-up. THAT seems to be a real issue for people too.. hahahahahaaHA. I think it's a sign of character to not like someone, TALK ABOUT IT- settle your differences or not* and move on. I mean, HELLO "FRIENEMIES" right? BUT NO, if you do that your just a shit talking bitch. OH. OK. noted. Just an FYI if I've said something that may have pissed you off (JUST SAYING) SAY something to me... OR don't- but don't fill your mouth with my name! That seems pretty ass backwards- doesn't IT!? I'd honestly walk thru fire for my friends, I'd take the shirt off my back the shoes off my feet- anything. I'd have their back IF* need be and only IF they were right.. I'd like my friends to do the same for me, and I know they would* ( I KEEP A BAD BITCH AROUND) :P Your friends should walk beside you, not in-front of you and NOT behind you. I don't care who you know* I know me, and that's all I need to know. My friends KNOW me. My family knows me.. really? what else is there?? So before you start thinking you might have "won" or however the hell you think, because I really DON'T KNOW..just know I don't care what you think of me or what you have to say. If you were a saint or even a good person* period. I might* just might care about what you had to say and take it into consideration. BUT considering the source and how things are playing out it speaks so much more of you and what you have to say about me then what I've ever "said about you".. The point? I don't really know. Because like I said you have your real friends and you have people- it shouldn't matter. BUT when you used to know these people*and used to consider some of them friends it's funny how shit turns out.
At this point none of us know eachother and there are NO MUTUAL friends between us. So I should never have to hear about you, and for you the same. Your invisible to me.. let it go let it go let it go.

PS nice hair POSER. JUST SAYING